『爱丫爱丫』

『唉』

我好想好想不要去上课。。

我的心好害怕，

好不安。。

一点安全感也没有。。

我真得很不想回去面对这一切的一切。。

好想好想每天都窝在温暖的家。。

在家里，有爸爸妈妈的爱。。

只有他们的爱才是最有安全感的。。

我不想每天都过得那么辛苦。。

每天都在伪装自己。。告诉自己要笑。。

好想好想卸下那痛苦的面具。。

告诉自己，你已经做得很好了。。

够了。。

面对这一切的一切，

我累了。。

我真的累了。。

我的心累了。。

我的心痛了。。

唉。。

没有人能够真正了解我。。

而真正能够了解我的那个人又深深的被我伤害。。

对不起。。

两个礼拜了。。

我不想再烦恼了。。

快点脱离是唯一能够解脱的良方。。

依萍啊，依萍。。

你那种遇到挫折选择逃避的性格又来了。。

不要在重蹈覆辙了。。

要学会坚强。。

『a lame day』

haiz..

today i'm boring in the school..

T.T..

because of my best best best friend didn't come to school..

she is absent today..

she sicks already..

aiyo...

dear friend,drink more water and sleep enough everyday yea..

hope you can faster recover and come to school for playing with me..

hehe..>

i so miss you today...

haiz...

today when recess time,

i unhappy because of 2 things..

there are the reason here....

first,our class had something happened..

made me angry...

last,my dear friend are not in the classroom to accompany me even is recess or during the class period was running...

so miss my friends...

how i miss her????

today when perhimpunan, she didn't sit in front me..i miss her..

today when i go office, she didn't accompany me to go..i miss her..

today when additional mathematics period,the both of the school student are watching the drama, she didn't accompany me watch together..i miss her..

today when BM period, teacher ask all of you to write an summary..and she wants us to share that the paper she was gave us because two people for one pieces of paper,and my partner are not beside me...so,miss her again...

today when recess time, she didn't come for this time..i miss her..because we go together everyday..

today when english period, teacher was discussing the drama inside the literature..i miss her..because we always listen and copy together during this period..

today when sivik period,i miss her because today we are very relex during this period but she can't accompany me to play and say funny things..

haiz....

no mood...=[

『tired week..』

haiz...

this few day was very tired for me..

wanna faint..

sleepy but can't sleep..

always keep playing the game on facebook which called city ville..

OH MY GOD!!!

i'm lazy to touch my homework start from this year..

T.T...

since reopen school until today..

i had many works need me to complete..

its tired and tired and tired..

damn..

i sleep late every night..

i didn't take nap everyday..

i wake up early everyday..

even is weekend..

@@..

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STRESS AR!!!!!!!

....

and too much of things made me confused..

haiz...

i don't know why like that..

weird and bad la..

hope that the conclusion are not same in my mind..

REAL HEART + HONEST = FOREVER...

『the 1st day』

today..

i woke up at 5.15am...

lol...

damn tired..

.....

5.30am..,

is time to call sing yee..

hehe...^^

....

a few time ago....

...

wait wait

.....

still wait!!!!!!!!!!

opps!!!!

my aunt was lated..

......

6.55am..

i reach school...

i saw all my friend..

damn happy=]

got a lot of teacher still same with last year..

YEAH!!!!!

good=D

...

BUT

it's not everything good and happy..

because my friends vote me as a class penolong..

damn pity...

have to lock the door of our classroom everyday when finish school...

T.T.......

alright...

that's a chance..

add oil ya..

hope i can do well..=]

『reopen school』

haiz...
tomorrow is the day for all school reopen...
T.T...
sienz..
but never mind la..
i hope it..
hehe=]
i'm very tired..
T.T
but i'm no dare to sleep...
because my mum's will scold when i take nap..
haiz...
it's weird..

LOL..

just now i went hin hua..

but!!!!

my friend was go out..

haiz...

then my dad scold me..

alright..

forgive him..=]

tomorrow have to wake up early..T.T

i scare i can't wake up..

because yesterday and today i set my alarm clock to train myself..

yesterday i set 7.30am..

i can't hear the sound..=[

today i set 8.45am..

i cal't hear the sound also...T.T

MUMMY!!!!!

HELP!!!!

.........

.....

but i'm no dare to ask her...

i scare she scold:" ah ha!!!!good!!!!i asked you go and sleep early during the holiday, you don't want..always can't sleep la...that's the conclusion you are having now!!!...i don't want...you wake up yourself..."

55555.....T.T

cham lo....

....

i don't want absent la...

YI PING!!!!!

YOU HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY TODAY!!!!!!

.......

....

zzZ..

i can't sleep la..

haiz...

take care!!!!

GOD BLESS ME!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU GOD!!!

GIVE ME POWER!!!!

..

hehe..

thanks first ya^^

5F..

gambateh!!!

^.^v

『林丹』