『假期。』

假期又來臨了，

好久好久沒過假期生活了···

這次的假期是今年的第三個假期·····

也是今年我過的第一個假期···

因為之前的假期都在打工···

想說就跟自己休休假吧！！

這個假期，

我在mid valley打了兩天的工

那就是在education fair裡面，幫學校做推銷~

學到很多東西～～

也很快樂，

鴻帶我去買衣服～～

還買了sticky給我～～～

我好喜歡～～

謝謝你～

end.

『心情。』

我好累····
真的好累····
對不起···
不是故意要讓自己的情緒不好····
不是故意要挑起自己不喜歡的事情····

也許這對你來說，你會覺得我很無理取鬧···
但是那對我來說····
是一種打擊···是一種傷害····
我不知道該怎麼讓你明白我的心情····
不知道該怎麼說才能讓你明白···
因為你常常都跟我說你明白···
不管我說什麼你都說明白，你懂··
其實我知道你一點也不懂····

 

這是我的心情····

end.

如果可以，我不想來到這複雜的世界····
這讓我的心好痛好痛····甚至心粹····
可能淚流下來了···會好點···

很想放棄。

當我問的時候，

竟然還想騙我

『new.』

I've changed i know..

I've been mature i know...

the way you treat me i realized that is is just a way to grow me up..

i swear..

i will not give you the second chance to bully me..to lie me...

because after something happened..

it bring me strong..

it bring me mature...

don't always think that I am a loser..

SORRY!!

just want to let you know that I AM NOT THAT WEAK!!!!

as i know that a sincere is really really less by now...

don't try to fake me...and one day i will know that..

if you wanna to be my friend..

so please bear with me..

don't hurt me...

if you are sincere..

yea, 

you're save!

Someone,

I am here to say I LOVE YOU!

i am not sure that we will in love, and life together forever ever with you..

because what will happen in your future is unknown..

that we can't find that..

but I PROMISED!

I CAN ACHIEVE THIS PROMISE WITH YOU BUT THE MAIN CONDITION IS THAT YOU HAVE TO BEAR WITH ME...

HAVE TO MAKE THIS REAL TOGETHER WITH ME

I will CHERISH!

I will try to give you a fully life with me...

DO YOU??

end.

有時，真的很想放棄···
不想堅持了









end.

『@@』

這是最後一次，
也絕對不會再有！！！！
disappointed but is not that pain already。。。。









end.